Sunday, August 27♥
I'm having the day from hellIt was all going so well (before you came) And you told me you needed spaceWith a kiss on the side my face (not again) And not to mention (the tears i shed) When I should have kicked your (ass instead) I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is effed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No Don't know where I parked my car Don't know who my real friends are (anymore) I put my faith in you What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours) And not to mention (I drank too much) I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch) I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is effed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No Can it be easier? Can I just change my life? Cause it just seems to go bad everytime Will I be mending? another one ending once againlife sucks its never the thing it seems to be 3:34 PM
Friday, August 25♥
today was quite a fun day. xD had two hours of lessons then had celebration till 12 plus and we were let off! (: yipppee. its times like these when i really love the big white man. all the performances were pretty funny, some exceptionally disastrous, some totally hilarious and xiaoan's band was great. (: hmm. went out with ling for a while to sakae for lunch after school and we talked quite alot.
it was then when i got pretty emo. =/ oh well. i think ive said this so many times already. i really prefer one segregated class with many many close cliques rather than a huge big group of people who has nothing but superficial relationships with each other. just like 4/14 in nanyang. okay admittedly that class wasnt exactly the most united class ever but at least we had our little group of friends and we had fun nonetheless!
SIGH. sometimes things in life are just not like what they seem to be.
Am i your number one? 10:21 PM
Thursday, August 17♥
im officially joining the bread gang tomorrow! (: i ate SO MUCH today. im becoming a pig!
4 weeks to promos. and i havent started studying at all. anyone wanna wish me good luck? cause i know i definitely need it. ahahaha. and bio is really driving me crazy. =/ the bio terms are going to haunt me in my sleep!
ST should lend me her hypnotizing skills so i can hypnotize myself to stop thinking about him! PS: the pretty guy is really cuter than YOUKNOWWHOOOO what. xD
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Wednesday, August 16♥
its time i should stop living in that little fairytale of mine. and stop being the hopeless romantic that i am before i am totally disillusioned in that my little world.
its amazing how a simple action from someone can make your day and another simple word from that special someone can make you feel like its the shittiest day you've ever experienced. its the same person that makes you feel happy when you notice that hes glancing your way and the person that makes you feel like you're on cloud nine when hes up close.
but whats the use if he doesnt reciprocate your feelings? in the end you still get nothing at all. so what if you really like him? all the things he does doesnt carry the meaning you think it does. and you're just reading too much into his simple actions. he thinks that its a joke. and he thinks that you're a joke.
i should give up.
9:21 PM
Friday, August 11♥
http://community.webshots.com/user/iyiuhnatcheck out the photos taken during double whammy (;
URGH.fucking pissed with my spastic dad. 5:53 PM
Thursday, August 10♥
im slacking at home (x
playing with my new webcam and going crazy over it. ahaha.
oh nono.
there's econs test tmr. good luck everybody.
psttt. how on earth can you study for a case study test?
OH SHIT.
MY LEFT EYELID IS TWITCHING!eh is that good or bad? =x 2:58 PM
Wednesday, August 9♥
TRALALAAAA.
its national day for the SING-A-PO-REANS!
happy birthday singapore! <3
may your national flag always resemble the nanyang hongzi.
i think its the terror of nanyang. every time i see the flag or anything in red and white i think of my dear old school oh. i'll post the photos i took during the double whammy up soon on webshots. (: goodnight peeps. go knock on every door and wish your neighbours a very gay national day. (:
someone who shouldnt be on my mind keeps occupying my mind nowadays.
and oh boy. hes haunting my dreams. ):
10:35 PM
Friday, August 4♥
i dint want to blog but today was such an entertaining day i decided to blog in the end! seriously. from now on i think everyone will be more careful in whatever they talk about in their blogs. we shall all be courteous and hypocritical in all our entries. -.- whats the point of blogging anymore then?
i think... all the people in cambridge are having a GREEAAAATTTTTT time. =/ drats. i really want to fly there please. all those things about it looking like hogwarts with the long dining table and the buffet for breakfast. urgh. how i wished that i had gone there! ): school's really getting more and more mundane for some weird reason that i dont know. maybe its because all the work is starting to pile on me and i have less time to slack. actually... its not like i slacked any less. =x im still slacking like usual. just feeling the stress alot more. oh great. i just realised that. i probably go online alot more than usual jc people. and i go home alot earlier and sleep alot more. my goodness! whats wrong with me!
i eye contacted with someone today! i think im becoming more and more like a stalker. =x first i took a photo of my wg boy. then im getting so mad about YOOO KNOWW WHOOO. (you'll never know who's reading your blog-.-) oh no! im turning love sick. theres too much love in the air! ~~~~
my goodness. i think my dog is eating durian now. shes scaring me with her weird eating habits. =x sooner or later she'll start eating like brinjol and lady's fingers. ew! gross gross!
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